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Kaitlyn Daisy Lockie

2005 - 2005
LocationNewcastle
Age0
Cause of DeathMiscarriage
Date of Birth03/10/2005
Date of Death03/10/2005
Visitors1,021 since 05/10/2009
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Neokaitlynluca's Mammy

We never planned on having a baby but when I found out about you and your sister we couldn’t have been happier! Daddy couldn’t believe it, I’ve never seen him that happy before! We decided not to tell anyone about you until we had to we loved having it as our little secret.

We went straight out and stared planning things we had so much to decide on! What pram to get, what cot to get etc. As soon as we got to the shops Daddy started putting things in the basket and imagining you in them. I don’t know what came over him he hates shopping!

I carried on with my live like normal until I could get a doctor appointment where he confirmed the excellent news we were going to be a Mammy and Daddy! I already had a holiday booked but the doctor said its fine to fly in early weeks on pregnancy so I went. My holiday was great even though I was being sick all the time and was off my food. I didn’t care it would be worth it in the end!

I flew home on the 2nd October; everything seemed fine your Daddy had missed us so much! I had a check up at the Doctors to make sure everything was fine and go for a scan. I couldn’t believe it when he said you were fine and he was 70% sure you were a girl. Mammy had always said she didn’t mind but deep down I wanted a little girl, Daddy was chuffed & we started calling you Daddy’s little princess. What they didn’t tell us was there were two little princesses!

On the 3rd October 2005 my life was to change forever! I had serious cramping and was bleeding very heavily. I rang the doctors who seen me straight away and a temporary doctor arranged to see me. He said everything was fine and a lot of women experience this when they are pregnant, I was so happy you were still there!

A week later the bleeding was still there and I now had tissue coming away, I knew something was wrong. When I went to the doctors they done a pregnancy test which came back positive I couldn’t believe it after all this our baby was hanging on! It wasn’t until the Doctor explained some women pass the baby and a test will still show up positive! I went for a scan and they confirmed you were gone.

You are our precious little princesses, we miss you so much. You were taken away from Mammy and Daddy far too soon! Daddy misses his little princesses so much no one will ever be able to fill that special place! Don’t ever think we have forgotten you or don’t love you anymore; we will always be your Mammy and Daddy who loves and misses you more than anything!

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Hello Princess,
I miss you so much darling! Daddy got me three lovely willow tree's of yous for christmas! I love them they are in my bookcase everytime I look at them I think of you lot! I have got a job now havent started it yet but I'm sure I'll enjoy it. Mammy & Daddy ae finally getting married in november I cant wait! I wanted October to make it a better month for us but we will have to see. I have picked the perfect dress its gorgeous. I'm going to sort something out to include my yous in the day. I just wish yous were here to be part of it you and Neo walking down the aisle with me while Daddy stands with Luca. Im sure you will be there in spirit!
Never forget how much Mammy loes and misses you angel its more than words could ever describe!
Mammy
xxx

Neokaitlynluca's Mammy (Mummy)

January 14, 2011

Because your mummy loves you so much.

I love you 'til my heart gets sore,

You and I lost in serenity,
Bring back the best in me.
It's time to let go of our rocky past,
To create a future that's meant to last.
I'm sorry when we point our fingers,
I'm sorry that your pain still lingers.
Let's live tomorrow like our first day,
Let's do this all again the right way.
We've reached the last page of doom,
Look! We'll reach the clearing soon.
Step into the light of my gaze,
Let me love you a million ways.
Get lost in my kisses on your skin,
This is the part where we both win.
We've finally reached heavens gate,
Here at last it was worth the wait.
I love you 'til my heart gets sore,
And I don't wanna fight any more.
Because your mummy loves you so much.

Priya T (Friend)

November 30, 2010

Mammy misses you so much

Hey Angel,
Mammy is missing you so much! Id give anything to have you back and be with you! I just wish things were simple I didnt ask for this! One day I know I'll see you again and I cant wait! I love you loads baby!
Mammy
xxx

Neokaitlynluca's Mammy (Mummy)

November 30, 2010

Mummy Misses you lots!

Morning baby,
Hope your having a good day! Its freezing down here! Mammy & Daddy are finally getting married! Im soo excited! Im going to miss you sooo much but I'll get through it like I do everyday! I just wish life was easier and we could have our family back! Id give anything to have yous back with me. After 5 years the pain still isnt any easier!
We love you sooo much princess!xxx

Neokaitlynluca's Mammy (Mummy)

November 18, 2010

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October 18, 2010

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But only Loved ones leave footprints
in your heart.

Priya T (Friend)

August 15, 2010

Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good

In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still

In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child

In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still

In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then

In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

Caroline Ramshaw

May 11, 2010

Morning gorgeous

How are you today? Have you seen the sun its lush I just wish you were here! You would have been in school now & Mammy would be missing you waiting to pick my two little princess's up. Daddy's went for another interview today fingers crossed he gets the job. Mammy has a new job now I love it the only problem is the hours dont come out until the week before so I cant really plan too far ahead. I'm speaking to my mam again now which is good! It's Mammy's birthday soon we are having a proper party all dressed up as disney people Mammy is either little red riding hood or minnie mouse ill have to decide pretty soon! Its a shame your not hear you could have been a little princess. Ill always miss you baby! Mammy and Daddy love you so much!xxxx

Neokaitlynluca's Mammy (Mummy)

April 28, 2010

We miss you!

Kaitlyn,
Mammy & Daddy miss you so much! We have decided we are ready to let you go now. We will always remember you, love you & miss you dearly but we are trying to make you a happy part of our life. We are looking for a picture to put onto canvas of 3 little angels so we can always remember the 3 of you. Daddy suggested planting a tree or something but what if we move we won't be able to take it with us and that would break my heart. I'm finding the picture thing quite hard as you will know mammy and daddy can't draw, We are totally useless!
Daddy sent me some flowers today for valentines day they are beautiful. This struggle with trying for a baby and missing you lot plays heavily on my mind and I seem to forget how much I already have. We have set the wedding date April 2012 we arent sure of the date yet as it needs to be in the summer holidays for Joshua. Hopefully fingers crossed I will have another baby then. Everyone is having a real go at me for trying for another baby they just dont understand the pain I face everyday. I'm not trying to replace you as you will always be Mammy & Daddy's special little princess. Theres no way I would ever replace you, your far to special! We will be including you in our special day and im sure you will be there with us!
Mammy & Daddy love you so much Kaitlyn! You will always be our little angel!
xxxx

Neokaitlynluca's Mammy (Mummy)

February 13, 2010

Happy New Year!

Happy New Year for tonight darling!! I hope you come down and have a bit of fun with us tonight! I am so sad you cant be here as your so missed! You would have been gorgeous!! I hope you had a great christmas but ours would have been better if you were here! The house would be like chaos on christmas day wouldnt it? but Im sure you got lots of lush presents and you were with us anyways!
Have a lush new year!

Lots of love,
Aunty Laura xxx

Laura Rumley

December 31, 2009
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  • Love you baby! I'll be thinking of you tonight just like always. Mssing you millions! Love Mammy xxx
    Neokaitlynluca's Mammy (Mummy)
    Dec 31, 2010, 9:41 pm
  • xxx
    Priya T (Friend)
    Dec 31, 2010, 8:58 pm
  • with love at xmas xx
    Priya T (Friend)
    Dec 25, 2010, 12:25 pm
  • With love for you. xxxxx
    Priya T (Friend)
    Dec 4, 2010, 2:17 am
  • I love you princess! Im missing you so much!xx
    Neokaitlynluca's Mammy (Mummy)
    Nov 30, 2010, 2:44 pm
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